man i hate being stuck in such a sticky plight....and damn chrstine. damn damn damn her to the very bowels of guady happy land. let the loopies feed on her flesh forever. may neriya find sadistic amusement in watching her getting stung and...er...'re-formed' by boo-bies. may the sugar-mantis eternally claw-...uh, you get the point.

well? shall i say stuff? man...i feel like such a vain little shytehead exerting this like there's nothing to it...but i'm really exhausted of all my caring right now, so meH.

well, this morning she was walking beside me and she suddenly said in her i'm-about-to-talk-about-someting-burdening-or-i'm-about-to-bitch voice

"you know, someone told me a confession," and then she paused.

"...and it's about you. I don't know whether i should say it or not..."

at that point i froze because, naturally, my first thought was "sh!T!! She knows i think that she's an annoying little cloded-minded shithead! argh!! and she's about to accost me on it!"...and i was thinking of what to say to her while simutaneously fighting to figure out how she knew, because the only people who know are pretty much Krys and Kiita, and the people who read this blog (whcih i might add, has not been given to anyone from FS)...when she gave this bantering kind of aura and said something like "he told me not to tell you" or something of the like, and instantly, i wqas subjected to a spontaneous bout of relief and utter vexation (is that even a word? :S)

so, after my tremenous relieve that chrstine wasn't about to give me the full-guilt trip, i had another frggin problem to face. Yeah. Christine started giggling and acting like some giddy fangirl, repeatedly exhorting the irksome fact that someone has a crush on me. And i'm sure i know who it is, which makes it worse. Not to sound like a vain cow, of course, but it's not hard to tell...guys usually don't go out of their way to talk to me. trust me, they never.

which of course, presents me with a oh-so-fucking annoying problem, because not only do i have christine tailing me like some kind of delerious schoolgirl spreading her news to everyone (which, i might add, i'm seriously considering to strangle her for) but i also jave to face the annoyance of having someone else tail me. GRR....damnit! Why the hell can't i vent this without sounding like some egotistic little bytch?! GAH...the thing is, now it's going to be odd every friggin time i talk to that dude. And i swear it's all christine's fault. I'm rather glad i can trust her with a secret...*rolls eyes*

This better blow over soon, because i hate getting unwanted attention over anything. Seriously. I just want this to be OVER. It is SO EFFING AnNOYING. ANOOYING. FRIGGIN ANOYING!

damnit. parents home. i go now.